Beautiful friend,
You are not fine. You keep lying to the world and yourself. He may not know how much damage he actually did to you. But I know. I know the constant fear you live in. The way your always ready to protect yourself. The way your no longer calm, but constantly on the edge when your around men. The way you don't like hugs anymore, or anyone getting too close to you. The way you shutter when any man looks at you as if he wants to devour you. I know why you always choose the same type of guys. Ones that will have the power to hurt you. I don't blame you, because- You don't know any better.
Dear friend,
I can't tell you that things will go back to the way they used to be. Because for sure they won't. He did something to permanently change you. I'm sorry friend, for the way he treated you, for the marks-tempoorary n permanent that he left on you. I aplogize for him never taking the chance to see your beauty, your strength, your wisdom. But trust me friend- you are strong, you are intelligent, you are beautiful. And friend you don't have to worry about a thing-cuz i'll never let him get to you again. Ill never let any other man ever bring you down that low. Friend- you'll always have a space with me. You are always welcome here-ur safe place- where no one can ever get to you. The least I can do- is promise you that much-throughout our lifespan together.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget.!
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